*hyperventilating* AAAAAAH! OMIGOR! OKAY! AH! IT'S HERE! EARLY! THE COVER OF ECLIPSE! *caps off* I thought Stephenie was only revealing it at the Eclipse Prom [Which I should be saving up for now I REALLY need to go] But it's here!
It's small, and hard to see due to the color of my layout, but it's the only one I can find >.< Holy crap I love this book WAY too much...but there's the third one..in all it's beauty.....*faints*
Welcome to the Forks Tour! . Edition 1...haha. I, the most obsessed fan in the world will be your guide. No LJ cut yet. Maybe later. because I knew how much you all wanted to see this. WARNING: Spoilers may suddenly appear.
This is a simple hallway of the REAL Forks High. Imagine...any one of these lockers could be Bella's or Edward's...it could be that one...or that one..or that one...Amazing, eh? I'd like to think Edward's locker is the one with something stuck to it. I imagine he gets a lot of secret admirers.
This is most likely where Bella sat on her first day of school. *sighs* Can you imagine how great it would be to sit there just once?! *breathes*
*DIES* That my dear friends....is the Cullen table! The most solitary table in the whole cafetorium. This is where the gorgeous family pretends to eat and tries not to think about the neck's of their schoolmates.
The alleyway where Bella was rescued by Edward and his mighty steed. Er...Volvo.
First Beach at La Push. Where Bella first meets pre-pubescent Jacob. Yay, Jacob!
And that's all I've got....for now. I SO have to go to these places for myself some day. Don't you all like, totally wanna come with me now? Have I intregued thee?....eh..I tried.
At Work Samantha: You wish you were a guy? Me: Sometimes. *shrugs* Samantha: But...why? Me: Because I could do a MUCH better job.
*sips on juice* I mean, think about it...the Renaissance man is dead. Chivalry is gone. It's shows like Laguna Beach and The OC that make the guys of Western society believe that if you are an arrogant prick, you'll get all the ladies. Which ultimately becomes the truth, because us poor women are exposed to that reasoning and believe it to be true. *sighs* Why don't you exist Edward?, Why?! I find it idiotic how women are fawning over the fugliest and most uncouth and vile men ever imaginable. Women are constantly settling for less because they think they can do no better and/or have no idea what better guys there are in the world. Yeah, I know, who am I or any other person for that matter, to say that one person is better than another? I can't. But seeing women bend over and kiss the feet of men who hit them and make them feel like they're worthless and inferior really bothers me...erg..I'm ranting. The tv just bothered me today, that's all. Anyways, I AM in a good mood. Semi went well last night. I did a lot more mixing than I thought I would, which was nice. Erm...Tomorrow's gonna be fun! I found some super cool pictures of Forks. And..I've decided I'm going to make my own Twilight Cast! Whee. From now on...everyone will see the characters as I see them! This will be fun.
I saw Jackass II today. It was disgusting, and senseless and halarious..and...I don't know what more to say. Ville Valo was in it! You see exactly how he keeps his pelvic area so nice and smooth, that's for sure. *makes strange face* Bam Margera is LOVE! *gasp* speaking of things that are LOVE, I need to make a Twilight rainbow banner!!!! How have I not already?! OMG TOMORROW'S GONNA BE A FIELD DAY! *hyperventilates* I need sleep! Tura!
PS: I want my pictures back from Katie! My god, does it take THAT long to make me look half decent on photoshop?! It's been forever! *le sigh* I kinda want more pictures now too...I'm a picture whore. To the max.
The identities of the new contestants of America's Next Top Model are out! Woot! This Cycle should be fun...Everyone is so pretty. It's gonna be tough, I think. This girl is my favorite. She's just the most different I guess. I am tres excited.
Her name est Jael...isn't that a sweet name?! She's a band manager and she's 22 years old. I hope she does well.
THEATRE CENTRAL WENT ORGASMICALLY! It was so much fun. The adrenaline is AMAZING! I'm so happy. I'm so happy the first one is over. Now I'm not too nervous to go tomorrow. There are a few lighting details to work out. But I'm still "ahh!" If you saw me after the show, you'd know. I couldn't think, talk or breathe. We all worked so hard. Wow. Tomorrow will be even better. *smiles* Acting is the best feeling in the world. Just to be in front of people. Singing as well. To look down at the people and know that they payed to see you. They're watching you. You belong to them and they belong to you for however long you're on that stage and..AH! maybe I can relax more tomorrow. I'm overreacting I know. Just two short plays. But I love them both. Thank you Kristin, Thank you Ashley, Thank you Tom! You guys are awesome for doing this! *smooches*
Aaah. Theatre Central is going great! Tomorrow is opening night! I'm still nervous but it's nowhere near as bad as it was a couple days ago. I'll be able to sleep tonight. All the fear will go away after I get up on stage. It always does. I'm happy now. It took a while but I'm not brooding or depressed anymore. Everything is hanky dory. I have a job. I have things to do..I don't have a relationship but that's okay because I know where I stand and so does she [I think?]. I'm uber tired. I went to court today and sat for a boring-ass case. We didn't even finish. Then myself and some friends drove to subway to hang out for a bit...and then I went to paint pottery. AND THEN..acting. Busy, busy. It's nice. Anyways..I'm sore. I'm tired. And I'm feeling rather unfresh. So...shower, green tea, Top Model and sleep. Later world. I love you!
Yay! Miss Thang is back! I don't know why I'm so happy. I guess I missed her company. Just a little. Mmm..another one of my lovy poems. For someone who's never loved, I seem to write about it a hell of a lot. I think I'm gonna turn it into a song. I have a melody for it already. I really like. Wow..I never say that about my work. Like..ever. Enjoy it, ignore it. Do whatever it is you do. I'm off to go play some guitar and crash. Tura
If I could have any man in the world...it would be Josh Groban. Even if I could choose between him and Johnny Depp! He's amazing. His voice is amazing. Oh. My. God. Why has it been so long since I've listened to his music?! He and Charlotte Church used to be my idols. I love him so much. I hardly post wishlists but...
So..I spruced up the layout a bit. Because I always have to have my layouts say my username. It feels funny otherwise. I don't know if I like it though..It looks/feels very empty. I should fix that later. No more photoshop/html for me. *le sigh* I'm rather bored. And a little hungry. I still haven't had breakfast yet. I think I'm gonna go for a walk. And buy a bagel. later.
eh..there's one that'll hold off until tomorrow. I spent the last hour trying to get a Marylin Manroe layout to work before I realised that it can only be used for macs -.- what a WOT. Anywhore, this one should do until I have the energy to make my own from scratch tomorrow. *yawns* I'm going to bed now. g'night world.
...Somtimes...just sometimes... I wanna tell people what I really think about them. Not all my friends. Some of them are great. But some of them are so fucking mean and self consumed Not usually to me. But to people around them. And even themselves. I want to bitch slap them. One of these days....
Bah..what's with the sudden "Going out for coffee" thing?! Why do people say that? What is it about coffee? When you want to get to know someone, why is it ALWAYS over coffee? Because coffee is neutral, you see. You know in your own head that you aren't going there for the coffee. You want to get to know the person you're having coffee with. And saying "Wanna go out for coffee sometime?" isn't as intimidating as saying "Hey, I think you're fancy." Also, if the person turns out to be a jackass, you won't feel too bad and you can say that it was no big deal because it was "just coffee." And everyone drinks coffee. It's a very casual thing. God...again? I mean, I had vibes before that he liked me. He's so nice. Putting his coat around me when I was cold. All the compliments. Maybe I'm wrong. But we don't know each other very well. We've just passed the aquaintance stage. But maybe...MAYBE...he just wants to be better friends while enjoying a latte, and I'm just being an overanalystic bastard again. But what if he does like me a little? Do I like him? Do I even want to bother with the coffee thing? This whole ordeal with "Miss Thang" is still kinda shady. She's so wonderful. But still very, very involved. And I don't wanna end up like one of them miserable people on the Maury Provich show..know what I mean? *sobs*
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.
Ahh...homework for the first time in forever. And there's so much. Essay. And then more stuff for my independant study. I'm confident I'll get good marks on em though. Rememberance Day assembly tomorrow. I can't say I care too much about it. War doesn't interest me, really. But I like hearing bagpipes. It's sad..but I don't really feel much when they call the names of all those guys who died. Why? I have no idea. It makes me sound heartless, I know. But they weren't connected to me in any way, shape or form. Anywhore, don't make wars. Wars are bad. People die. Dying isn't fun. So don't make wars. I can't stop listening to old music. Someone help me. I still can't listen to The Beetles without falling asleep or getting bored. Except for the song 'Let it Be'. That's a good song. mm..I should finish up my paper now. Tura.
So yeah...Jadeh is bored. Hopefully hanging out with "Miss Thang" next weekend. We're both too busy during weekdays. She wants to help me with Lilith. That should be sweet. I haven't done any serious jamming in doggy years. Neither of us have seen Saw III either. Perhaps that should be viewed as well. I think I'm doing damn well at this. In my head I see myself totally being a good girl. But it may be a different story when I see her again. Trying to like more boys now. Trying, trying, trying. I kinda like one. But I might just be kidding myself. Or maybe I'm not. I'm getting fucking sick of this whole girl/girl thing to tell you the truth. I meditate on it too much. Life was easier before I let myself realise "You can like girls too y'know!" I need to let things flow more. Which means no more posting about this. But I can't help it! My thirstyness is coming back. My mum thinks I'd dehydrated. I wouldn't doubt it. I never have time for breakfast in the morning, I don't drink anything all day at school unless I have a small sip from a water fountain. And when I get home I'm absolutely parched. I'm off to go get some grape juice now. Grape is love.
I'm STILL giddy! My god, what's wrong with me? If you see me at school, you should take account of the noticible happy glow I have over me now. It's great. I'm at the school library right now. With the book Memoirs of a Geisha at my side. I've been dying to read this book forever! Finnally! I got a 78% in History. Which isn't horribly bad, but if it remains that way or gets better, I should have an A average this semester, which makes me happy. I won't be able to pull off that next semester when I have both math and science riding my ass. My parents think I have Theatre Central tonight. Good. That should leave me some time to myself this afternoon after school. I know, I sound like a brat. But if you know my parents..you'll understand how a couple hours by myself after school can thrill me into convulsions. The nice librarian lady said I have a beatiful name. I never used to like my name. Especially the first. It's so odd. But I'm actually starting to like it. My name means "Mighty in Battle". Which is pretty cool, I think. Is it true?..unlikely. But I came to the conclusion a while ago. When I get married, I don't think I'm gonna change it. Well...IF I ever get married, anyways.... Anywhoo, I really want to read this book. And I kinda have to pee. [Yes, you needed to know that...] Tura!
-grins idiotically again- She....s-she..is so effing cool. Once again. No getting up the hopes. Friendshiiiiip onlyyyyy! Anywhoo, I found this video of Ville. Sexy bitch he is. He's so funny. and Ville + Bam Margera = godliness! I'm mainly putting this video up for my own self amusment because I'm watching the thing constantly.
"I'm not interested in your fucking belt, I'm interested in the booze in your fucking mini bar"